This year starts not very postive but I am determined to make this year better.
Ive had on going head pain for 12 months and ended back in hospital with a thunder clap head pain.
Still waiting to see a nerologist in February when maybe some light will be put on this.
My CT scan fine and bloods fine so good new but the head pain carries on.
I sat on ward listening to all the older ladies.
There confusion, talking to loved oned who are not here, talking to God aloud and being bed bound.
I wondered what stories and lives they had lead.
I had the feeling that even though ive pain in my head most of the time which makes it hard to function.
I can walk, see, smell, and talk for short periods.
Ive still alot to be thankful for and after 12 months of pain I still determined to get thid gone!
I cannot do screens and detailed work for long but i am on good days making art cards.
Then of cause still the wonders of nature.
So some cheering pictures.
Remember notthing is forever!
So the year all have good times for us at some point along the way.
I wish everyone the best 2021 and remember be grateful for everything however small.
Weve all been given an opportunity in this world so see the beauty.
I am always on a walk finding just a few flowers, herbs, leaves or what ever grew aling the road side.
It amazing how you only need 1 or 2 bits sometimes less is more.
You then look at the single leaf or flower more and see its beauty.
My last walk I could see spring will arrive as Ifound the first primrose and daisy grewing and more were coming along.
So spring will be in the air soon around the corner times and seasons change.
I bring a little of the outside inside to remind me that spring will arrive and the dark cold wet rainy days will pass.
Fern, wild herb yarrow, daisy and primose alway some find 🌼🌿
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